So as some of you know, I got in to the finals of kawaii star of the year which then involved 2 stages.
1) Public vote
2) judges choices (which were judged upon the stage performance)
I had decided to show off my ability to decorate cakes and cupcakes as my stage performance. This was completely different from what the other four finalists had decided to do. The other four finalists had constructed a dance number or a song or both. From this I had already realized I would stand out. This could be a bad thing or a good thing. Never the less, I decided to stick to this performance as this is what I was good at.
I decided to make a 3 tiers cake that was inspired by 3 of my favorite Kawaii Fashions. The bottom layer was meant to be inspired by Lolita, which I had decided to replicate the Baby’s TSSB Melty Mermaid print. The middle layer was meant to be inspired by Fairy kei, That was ment to be a copy of the 6%dokidoki dress. The top layer was meant to be inspired by Gyaru, using a Jesus Diamante theme. Which were a flower print and edible crystals and glitter.
TOP LAYER
MIDDLE LAYER
BOTTOM LAYERAs I had been working on the Saturday from 12-6 I hadn’t much time to work on this cake. I began to rush everything eventually totally destroying the cake. I couldn’t believe how wrong everything was going. I practically cried like a big fat baby. Namalie told me to bake 2 bases and we'd stick with a 2 tier base, and she'd help me the next morning b4 we head off to Olympia. so i finished baking (were talking it’s about 3.30am now) I eventually couldn’t function no more, and thought I should go to bed as I have a busy day ahead of me
Well what happens? I not only have to decorate my cake n get ready, I over sleep. I managed to get up n run to Namalie house with my whole cake decorating kit. I thought if I get ready i can work on my cake after (usually a bad idea because you don’t want powder all over your dress, which I had been walking around with cake ingredients on my skirt) I then thought I should take the cake to the venue n work on it there. If I get there for 12 I got 2 hours to work on it. So we decided to work on the cupcakes. I had made cupcake in a ice-cream cone with fresh cream and edible glitter. So we wrapped them and left for the train station.
When I thought things couldn’t get any worse. I get stranded on some random train station on my way to the venue. So not only is my cake unfinished I have the hyper Japan stage stuff ringing me and asking me if I’m still coming. I could not express to you how much of a bad state I was in lol.
So I finally made it to Hyper Japan 30 minutes before I’m meant to be on stage. I was totally freaking out, a hair dresser came to do my hair and I ended up freaking out and going "NO DONT TOUCH MY HAIR ITS A WIG". I was so stressed out I think I freaked out the hair stylist. So I put together the cupcakes super fast and my lovely makeup artist was doing my makeup. I had such a bad day, I was totally freaking out I just wanted to walk out and not even bother going on stage and saving myself the embarrassment, luckily my friends Namalie, Syara and shah carried on supporting me and calming down. Before I knew it was being rushed on to the stage with the 8 make shift cupcakes I had.
so I went on stage and the host was talking to me and I just didn’t have the energy to lie or make up a excuse for presenting nothing so I just told everyone the truth and apologized. I couldn’t believe how nice the audience were and so understanding so I spoke about how I make cakes and how one of my cakes were on Capcom-Unity (A gaming forum by the creators of resident evil, devil may cry, street fighter and monster hunter). I managed to get a lot of fans on the right hand side of the audience that were gamers. I handed my silly excuse of cupcakes to the audience and came of stage.
While I was on stage, I couldn’t stop shaking my voice was trembling I couldn’t look at the audience, not to mention my wig was falling off lol. I was sooo scared. This felt worse than when I’m playing street fighter in the arcades and I have people standing behind me watching my every move and criticizing my choice of counters. i couldn’t believe how i cried as soon as i got of stage, my tears were just falling down like there was no tomorrow. Backstage everyone was so nice and my make up artist was hugging me and telling me it’s okay. My friends came to the fitting room and just told me to relax. I really didn’t want to go back on stage but i thought it wouldn’t be fair for the people that put all their efforts in to organizing this event. So i done my yukuta walk and it was really rushed because I just wanted to hurry up and get off.
(hahaha this is my natural hair lol)
(ooohhh look the wigs back on :) haha)
The one and a half hour gap between the being on stage was exactly what I needed. I went outside and sorted myself out and tried my best to enjoy myself. I had just made myself think I’m not reaching top 3, so I might as well enjoy the opportunity I have now. It was heartbreaking as this competition was more than the Japan trip as I could save up and go when ever I want or the baby dress's which I could buy with overtime. I actually wanted the opportunity to be a professional blogger. I had accepted I hadn’t won, and I had told myself, it’s not the end of the world and just walked around, checked out the sushi awards (I must say the sushi garden was the best it’s a shame it didn’t win).
So it was 4.15 and time to go back to the changing rooms and prepare to go on stage. i got my make up done and we were called up on stage. I could feel the tension on stage as everyone was just waiting for their names to be called while I just stood there, not thinking at all.
…. Until Next time doodles xxxx
The winners began getting called out. Third Place went to Gemma Boyle, and I got second place, it took a while for me to realize Kanon had said my name. I was shocked to the fact that I even got to top three I didn't know what to say. Lastly Scarlett young had won and came first place. I'm really happy for her I think she deserved to win, her performance was amazing and as she’s young it could open up so many opportunities for her. I wasn't too heartbroken I'm just happy someone I was close to had won and as for me I still had my street fighter <3 so it was a win win situation. I guess I have to wait a few years before I can go see the arcades in Tokyo and have a chance to stalk Mago (Top Japanese street fighter player).
It was a amazing experience.... and I’m so grateful for all the people that supported me and voted for me and especially for Namalie, Noshin, shah and Syara for just being there for me and giving me hope when I didn’t have any lol.
The bonus of the day was, I got told by 2 staff members that Kanon loved my cupcakes…
Oh and i guess you guys are wondering what we got for making it to the finals? Each finalist got free baby items (when they said outfit, they ment outfit lol). i got the following
ITEM ONE
Ribbon Milky Sugar JSK
Brand: Baby the Stars Shine Bright
Product ID: 133★201
Release Year: 2009
Price: 21,840 yen
Colors: Pink
ITEM 2
ITEM 3
Short Sleeve Strawberry Lace Blouse
Brand: Baby, the Stars Shine Bright
Item Type: Blouse
Price: ¥10,290 yen
Year: 2011
Colors: Offwhite
ITEM 4
Brand: Baby, the Stars Shine Bright
Item Type: Acessoery
Price: ¥3045 yen
Year: 2011
Colors: Lemon
ITEM 5
My tote bag is similar to this, i couldn't find the actual tote bag i have, I'll replace this picture once i take a picture of my tote bag. but its very similar to this one.
ITEM 6
Kanon wakashimas illustrations
(They were signed by her, this is the copy i had bought on the Friday before i knew she was going to give us one)
Her illustrations i must say are amazing, Shes extremely talented.
PRIZE FOR COMING SECOND PLACE
This was sent to me by sharp, its the HT SL50
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